Misunderstood
 ..that is all i can say

if there was a god of misunderstandings I would kill him already...

to that certain person out there I really dont know what you were thinking so to set it straight I shall state these:

1) she is not my best friend ...she is the best friend I have HERE in SYDNEY...and by the way I see her to be more like a mummy who tutors me like hell in my maths

2) Stuck up? please I was BANNED from MSN because my real mummy wants me to concentrate on my work...however whenever I am on (snuck on ok??) you are not on and the last message you posted I was already sleeping =__= (never start sleeping later than 8 now! exam period need sleep!)'

3) I never contacted you because you sounded so busy too! I wanted to leave you to study so I can get a msn message at the end of the year saying "GIRL MY N LEVELS IS GREAT SIA I AM SO HAPPY"
I guess I 'misunderstood' that part of your lfe....

4) If you think I am behaving stuck up to Nazi that is because he keeps singing oprea in french and chatting non stop during the classes (i.e History) WHEN I NEED TO LISTEN THE MOST BECAUSE I DONT GET IT!!! (Australian history is boring and hard ja!)

5) I wouldnt bother defending you from all the 'suggestive' things that the "Germ" said! what did it get me?? In the end I was made to look like a gossiping biatch who likes the spread 'false' (yeah right!) rumours around! WHY? because I care for my friends reputation and pride as a girl...  even more than my own...Even if the whole world says that she did it with her boyfriend I WOULD BE THE ONLY ONE WHO WILL STILL BELIEVE THE WORDS SHE ONCE SAID TO ME! QUOTE:
" Girl I have my pride as a woman so I wont be that easy one believe me!"

...I did...I really did....and I still do...

5) If you think I dont care about you than I shall tell you this ..you just lost a good friend: WHY? well see the below

1. If I really didnt care about you than I wouldn't have bothered typing this message here and set out all the things I think you might've misunderstood. WHY? because I still care for you as a friend

2. I wouldn't be sitting here crying after I read your message.. WHY? Because I really could not forget you as one of my best friends OF ALL TIME...I would never forget how you have treated me so nicely in first toa payoh and never would i forget the kindness in which you have shown me ...woman I thought I have told you this once before " I would NEVER forget those who have been kind to me I will always try and repay them twice back "...I guess you also forgotten about that part of me....

3. If I really didnt care about you I wouldn't have insisted mummy and daddy to buy the plane tickets to singapore ..do you have any idea how many times I was scolded because of that? If you think I was going back to singapore because I JUST ONLY wanted to buy copics than you are DEAD wrong...
The main reason is because I really do miss the times I hung out with you ...going to bras basah, eating waraku ect.... and here is me, the fool, planning in suprising you by popping up in school. I could say that you are the main reason why I still miss Singapore...
oh goodbye that reason...
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woman you have disappointed me .....you broke my heart once again..you really did

only one word of advice: think think and THINK! you really do put "bros before hoes" when people acuse you of stuff that did not sound like you I clarified it with you why? I thought that you were my friend...ever since then i started to distance myself from those people because I didn't want them to get in the way of our friendship instead you turned your back on me and say that I am being stuck up...so be it

For your info I waited for you to go online to show you these songs:

1) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2rR5kSy4kkE&feature=related - Go the Distance
the first thing I thought of to tell about my successful entry to the school i wanted was YOU i thought you for one would be happy for me.... guess i was wrong you think ive change? why so have YOU

2) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pBZdu-LwAtY - TRAX - oh my goddess
loved the chorus and i thought that the cheery tone might help cheer you up because you sounded so stressed and sad lately

sorry for the lack of colour because my heart feels black with despair
.......so you know what? "so, yeah, bye.."