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Name: Ciel~.
B-day : 1st of March.
School: XXXXX .
Age: Getting Old .
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Friday, April 30, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

WHY????

Why do I always have my headphones on?
- because I don't want to hear your insults and comments

Why do I always like to sleep?
- because I prefer to be in my dreams than to wake up to harsh reality


Pensive as I am lately I've been wondering how I ended up in this pittiful state. Why am I always the steeping stone? why so I always get used? Why is it that this cruel world hate me more by the day?

the answer?

Because I am me
so take advantage of my kindness, my forgiveness, my utter ignorance, because someday I will be like Alice and live happily in my own carefree wonderland. I will breath in the bliss filled air and exhale my sorrows and sinful thoughts. It won't be like this polluted world which is only filled will an atmosphere of hate and sorrow.

that place I shall await...
I will await to go to

HEAVEN



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9:35 PM






My Complicate Life ♥

"WHAT?! you didn't have any friends?"
"Well don't worry you've got us now"

words that would burgeon the warmth of happiness that had laid in slumber deep inside my heart
all I can say is .....

THANK YOU

thank you my true friends ><



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3:14 AM




Thursday, April 29, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

the tears are not where they are supposed to be

the feelings do not belong to whom it should belong to

life is not what it appears to be

oh!how insanely weird this world has become....



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Wednesday, April 28, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

"A great melancholy"

- guess this phrase says it all...



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Saturday, April 24, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

The human race is an enquiring kind, we ask questions everyday..

However now I ask myself, the big question ... did I make the correct choice?

Today as I scanned through the didactic contents of the medicine course descriptor, I realised that medicine might not be the thing for me. The course requirements and me are just two polar opposites. However, is it my stubbornness that keeps me heading down this no through road? Or is it my gut feeling telling me that I am just thinking too much in the wrong way? Sometimes in life having foresight is good but sometimes it could make people give up without trying.

hence,
no matter how bad my English standard is today
no matter how slow I am at mental arithmetic today
no matter how easily I give up today
no matter how much I fall behind at school today
no matter how depressed and lazy I am ....

I still have tomorrow, and tomorrow be it , that I will have the chance to succeed!



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Friday, April 23, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

I guess in the end I am just a hopeless human being who can't do anything correct.....



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My Complicate Life ♥

The pain of an aching heart is a pain that none can rival with.

But a stalemate with life is the one that keeps the negativity going



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1:02 AM




Wednesday, April 21, 2010

My Complicate Life ♥

Times as a child are the best
 people would comfort you, be more patient with you, they will actually feel sympathatic for you when you

are in pain. they wont tell you "get over it " and shrug you off. Those were times where there is mainly love and not much hate. People only probably treat you so nicely just to influence you to be something they want you to become. Probably just like the way the devil tempts people.
..... no wonder men fall to "temptation" so easily..

Because I finally understand........





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2:51 AM