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Name: Ciel~.
B-day : 1st of March.
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Monday, September 21, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

The sky at sunset, ah, glows so bright

We were tinged with passion and our hearts drew close, ah


Living off your parents (yeah)
Laughing with friends (yeah)
Time goes by and never comes back
Being in love, worrying (yeah)
Having a dream, “tears”
If only I could live my life with more strength


Spring and summer end, fall and winter arrive
Time is found within an irreversible moment
Even if the world is full of nothing but lies
I know the two of us can make it together

We’ve met but someday we’ll go our separate ways
It felt so normal, I couldn’t believe it
Flowing like clouds, ah

When the “sad rain” has dried (yeah)
I’ll start walking forward again (yeah)
You can’t stop me! Even if my feelings get hurt
Yearning and regretting (yeah)
Loving “tears”
If only I could fly farther, farther away


Somewhere beneath the city’s ashen skies
A crowd of people have forgotten the meaning
That “humanity’s fate” is to meet one another and say goodbye
Finding something and then searching for it


Why do we trouble our hearts. . .
Who wants to cry? Why does it hurt?

In those times we certainly take notice of each other
Our emotions become entangled
And forgiveness leads to healing
As we long for a bit of warmth from each other
Our days are filled with pride
Your days and mine flow towards tomorrow
Towards tomorrow! Towards tomorrow!

BE FREE, let’s leave all the sadness behind
BE FREE, tomorrow will be a fine day! I know in my heart…
BE FREE, the flowing river leaves us behind again today
BE FREE, we’ll surely be stronger tonight


Spring and summer end, fall and winter arrive
Time is found within an irreversible moment
Even if the world is full of nothing but lies
I know the two of us can make it together
BE FREE. . .

           ------------------------------ "Be Free" Lyrics and Music by GReeeeN

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I think the lyrics speak for itself
"Time is found within an irreversible moment"
“humanity’s fate” is to meet one another and say goodbye"



My World My Life

2:56 AM




Friday, September 11, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

"Byousoku 5 centimeters"
--It means " 5 centimeters per second"
                              ....... It is the rate at which the sakura flowers "Fall"


This is an animated film about a pair of star-crossed lovers...
From Primary school till they are adults. It is the final movie to a sequel of three. Takaki loves akari but are pulled apart through ....

Space & Time

From Wikipedia:
"The plot is set in Japan beginning from the 1990s and ending in modern day, with each segment centered on a boy named Takaki Tōno. It is important to note that the first episode takes place during a time period when cell phones are uncommon and e-mail has not yet reached the general populace."

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This tells me to never use letters to communicate....... (I don want to end up like them!)
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"the feature film would attempt to present the real world from a different perspective. Makoto's film gives a realistic view of the struggles many face against: time, space, people, and love"


..... time is something that I definately lack!

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However this has made me realize that you must move on in life



... Akari moved on and has found happiness
... while takaki dwelled in the past and continues to live in pain


This is the ONLY film that made me cry just by reading the summary of the whole thing! T^T

Hax.... I hope you get it .....



My World My Life

2:18 AM




Monday, September 7, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

JROCK Interviews are:

FUNNY!!!!


******** (A gazette interview!)

Describe your personality in a single word:

"Aoi: Stern to others but SUPER SUPER nice to MYSELF "
Me: That is the golden kimono shaking guy for you XD
"Kai: I fail alot"
Me: oh! hi-five XD

A thing that you are wishing for right now:
"Uruha: I ... DONT WANT TO DIE!!!" 
Me: LOL!!!

Describe Ruki:

"Reita: you never know whats he thinking"
"Kai: In fact, it's because you never know what he is thinking of on the inside!" (Me:I bet he did it with his cute smile !)
"Ruki: Are you saying that I am scheming?!"
Me: what a nice way to treat your comrades

What s your first memory:

"Uruha: Often hiding under my mother's skirt"
Me: .... oh my. . . .

Best subjects at school

"Ruki: English and Japanese"
"Uruha: Art "
"Aoi:  Home economics"
Me: Oh my! golden kimono shaking guy = housewife ..?
"Reita: Japanese "
"Kai:  Mathematics, Current events"
Me: Oh KAI! always the odd one out XD *pinches cheeks*

Something the you DEFINATELY dont want to lose:

"Uruha: Street fighther II"
Me: *speechless*

Food you dislike:

"Reita: vegetables, mushrooms and KAI's COOKING "
Me: your nice....

The biggest mischef you've gotten into

"Reita: I've thrown rubbish underneath Ruki's bed.."
Me: I give up on you . . .

What was the worst mistake of your life:

"Uruha: my liscence photograph"
Me: *Falls off chair laughing*

Number one overseas location you would like to go?

"Aoi:  SINGAPORE"
Me: COME COME!!!!!!!!

AND FINALLY THE FUNNIEST PART!!!

 Me: *struggles to get back up my chair*

THE STRANGEST DREAM YOU'VE DREAMT TO DATE:

"Ruki :I was almost killed by a cat. "

"Uruha: I was shot many times in that dream. "
"Aoi: I had a dream wherein 4 corpses floated up at the Nagoya port! On top of that the corpses were laughing. "
"Reita: I was the vocalist... or rather, I sang a twin vocal with Ruki... it was fun... "


"Kai: The dream where Reita was my mother. "


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Been awhile since I've had a good laugh!!
"If reita uses emotions in his texting it would be forcing himself to do so"
= LOL

I wish Aoi could come to spore but I'm leaving NOOO *Grabs on to Aoi's shirt refusing to let go*
Note to hax: SEE J rock guys ARE FUNN!!!!! *fangirls*

 GAZEROCK IS NOT DEAD!!!!!!!!!!

(left to right) Reita, Ruki, Kai, Aoi, Uruha = The GazettE





My World My Life

2:09 AM




Friday, September 4, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

OH YES!!!!! MY POST FUNCTION IS BACK TO NORMAL!!!!! THANKS HAX!!!!!!

Now a quick little post before tuition!!! >W<

Ah life is stressful but. . . .
I have found out that the world has meritocracy after all and that God is FAIR ^^;;
Welll. . . .

I AM GOING BACK TO AUSTRALIA XD

but for some reason I feel two minds about it. . (WOOT I remembered my english lesson XD)
I will definately miss the teachers here, they ARE the best I've ever had. Such an uplifting bunch they are. *tears in eyes*

Well, in life there are difficult decisions to make, but I think that I am making the correct one ^^
Not much humour in this post (sorry Hax!) but this post

Is to say all my thanks....
and to describe all my hate *sudden mood change*

Being called a bitch sweared at for no reason
Being Hated for no reason
Being spited for no reason
Being bullied for no reason
Being torn into pieces for no reason
Being backstabbed, gossiped and whatever NOT for absolutely NO reason

"SOMEDAY YOU INTORLERATERBLE BUNCH WILL GET YOUR RETRIBUTION!!"
God has eyes BEWARE!! Walls have eyes and ears too....

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We’re looking for a meaning in life, wanting to shine

We live wishing strongly, not to lose, not to whither


For instance, even on days we tear up
Just like a normal day, the sun will rise and then set again


I thought I was left behind alone in this world
But the world will turn again, it was actually tiny

Days that ran by, tears that were shed, I was looking for a meaning to live
Everyone lives to wish for that something they’re lacking
Talk about destiny, talk about life, it all only means that
I want to be laughing on my last second,
All the answers are inside my heart


In the distance, I can dimly see my future self,
It smiled and asked, “Are you living your life so you wont regret it?”
I cried a little

I thought that the world was all happy, except for me
But the world will turn tomorrow too, soothing each and every tear


Days that ran by, the pain that built up, I was looking for a meaning to live
Everyone lives this moment wishing for a shining tomorrow
Weak and lacking in strength, I was shivering in the darkness of the night
No one is strong, but one is only oneself carrying everything.


In those eyes that know pain, the world is colored with sadness
The tears were only at first running, but soon overflowed
Unsatisfied feelings fill me now
Did I meet ‘my proud self’? Did I choose ‘myself that’s made up with lies’?
The justice is always inside the heart,
Happiness and sadness will connect to tomorrow…


When times are sad, cry until your eyes are dry
When times are happy, laugh until your stomach hurts
When times are painful, feel the wind.
And wait until the day when you can leap high


We’re looking for a meaning in life, wanting to shine
We live wishing strongly, not to lose, not to whither
Until that day when you can reach that dream ‘you’,
Until that day comes, believe in yourself.
 
                                                                              ------------Setsuna - By GReeeeN



My World My Life

12:16 AM